Love? Dream? Reality?

Silence, utter silence,
absence of sound,
but yet my mind in screaming,
its screaming your name,
so that the apparent silence
and its supposed peace and calm,
is meaningless.

Why am I hearing your name?
now, at this very moment,
why does it bring me such joy,
to think of it, hear it and even pronounce it.
It forces me to smile,
tells my heart to dance
and causes my eyes to stare at apparent nothingness.

It must be love,
for I am constantly tempted
to imagine you with me.
It must be love,
because I am starting to dream
of you often.
It must be love,
and I must be crazy,
because I long to see you everyday.

I long to hug you,
to hold you in my arms,
to feel your breath on my shoulder,
to feel the warmness of your embrace,
to feel your heart beat close to mine.
I love you,
but love should be felt between 2 people,
not just 1 person,
So if you don't feel the same way,
then please forget me,
for I'd rather think that you don't exist,
then believe you do,
and know that I can't be with you...

Maybe this too is just a dream,
and your a part of it,
or maybe I'm not worthy of your love,
either way,
I'm glad to have been gifted some time with you,
and those times I shall cherish.