A Good Life

To live a life without regret
and not be looked at as a suspect,
to see the world in the eyes of a stranger
and not be worried to put yourself in any danger.
To see beauty in all of nature
and appreciate the existence of every creature.
To See life in its simplest and purest form
and not be afraid to battle the coming storm,
to understand that suffering has its reasons,
and comes and goes likes the seasons.
To think not of yourself but of others,
and consider all Man your brothers,
to find meaning in every coincidence
and not judge a person by their appearance.
To be happy at ever rising of the sun,
and still be able to smile when it is gone.
To realize that all good things must end,
but still be able to appreciate all the events that happened,
that is a life I hope to live,
that is a life I hope to give.

Good Bye

Its not fair,
that I should love you with all my heart,
while you don't even care.
When did my feelings start?
and when will it end?
so that this pain you give me,
I can begin to defend.
Why do you have to lie
about feelings that aren't there,
do you like to see me cry?
why can't you care?

I'm tired of loving you,
someone who doesn't love me,
I guess the only thing left to do
is look for better company.
I leave you with a hug and a good-bye,
this is the last time I'm ever going to cry
for you.

Coincidence with Meaning Pt 3

You can't hurt me,
if you mean nothing to me.
So go back from whence you came,
and take all your lies with you,
for I am done with them.

Your words are as beautiful as an angel's,
yet as venomous as a rattle snake,
I should have known what I was up against,
when I put my heart at stake.
You live and learn.

Try not to bother,
to deceive me any longer,
I have grown tired of your voice,
which I find an ugly noise.
You move on.

I am not lost with you,
because I am not missing,
you don't need me too,
with all those men you've been kissing.
You acknowledge the truth.

I wish you were honest,
I wish you were special,
but as it turns out,
you really are the devil.
You see reality.

Now you regret
and just want to forget,
all the times you spent,
in all the places you went.
You leave a piece of you.

You want to be in peace,
so you beg the Lord "Please,
take me with ease,"
in hope that your suffering will cease.
You hurt deeply.

I saw an angel with a broken wing,
that asked a beautiful bird to sing.
What amazing joy it brought,
that all pain, the angel forgot.
You're Broken.

Coincidences with Meaning Pt 2

The World has ended,
the Devil has descended,
light has turned to darkness,
Man remains contended.

He seeks pleasure in pain,
considers death a game,
hates his fellow beings,
thinks them all insane.

Spreads chaos wherever He goes,
His evil has no limits,
all the regular symptoms he doesn't show,
yet all the consequences he exhibits.

He feels nothing anymore,
his heart has turned cold,
rotten to the core,
to the Devil his soul he sold.

his passions have vanished,
logic is His guide,
they had Him banished,
now he takes everything in His stride!

He hates existence,
and those who brought this on him,
has developed love resistance,
Their view of Life is dim.

Coincidences with Meaning Pt 1

I feel no more pain,
painful memories, all forgotten,
a world so insane,
a world that made me rotten.

There is no more joy,
happiness has all but faded,
they can't play me like a toy,
if my heart's already jaded.

I show the world a happy face,
but shun their two-faced embrace,
I see pass their cunning eyes,
which have learnt to hide, their awful lies.

They claim to be just,
their words you can trust,
but just as you turn around,
rumors start to sound.

They present to you, their tears,
and confide in you their fears,
to mask the crimes they've committed.
You're the fool they outwitted.

Who Is He?

He understood that he had a destiny,
and that it would one day catch up,
he was to live a life of misery,
and therein he would always be stuck.

His life would be defined by his tears,
and no one would ever know,
that he would suffer in his remaining years,
that he would die so very slow.

Did he really think life was fair,
to give him someone who would care,
or was it all just a fantasy,
of his sad cruel reality.

I would like to tell this Man,
no one loves you, no one can,
all you can do is accept your fate,
then find a way to escape.

I Seek A Woman

Where do I go from here?
with this heart filled with love,
people are out to get it I fear
so I must quickly move.
Who can I trust?
to accompany me on this journey,
curse these woman with lust
who have forgotten how to love unconditionally.
I seek a woman whose joy is to smile,
I seek a woman whose heart is pure,
I seek a woman whose company is worthwhile,
I seek a woman whose love will endure.
I seek a woman whose cause is just,
I seek a woman who can be my friend,
I seek a woman whom I can trust
but most of all
I seek a woman whom I can love till the end.

A Favor

I have but one favor to ask,
it is but a simple task,
don't put me to shame,
if I were to ask you for your name.

If I were to ask you for your name,
don't put me to blame
for being captivated by your beauty,
for its God who made you smile so sweetly.

I only wish to know your name,
and no love is not a game
but I think I'm in love with you,
so love at first sight must be true.

I only wish to know your name,
nothing more than your name,
and if you wish to know mine
then there truly is a God Divine.

Thoughts part 1

I love all mankind,
because in every human,
I see a little of myself.
To see yourself in other people,
to love them for who they are,
is to acknowledge their beauty,
and in doing so,
I can realize my own.

People make mistakes,
and I must not judge them for it,
because even I make mistakes.
Instead of judging them,
I will forgive them,
I will help them,
I won't correct them,
I'll give advice to them,
and they shall correct themselves.

Love? Dream? Reality?

Silence, utter silence,
absence of sound,
but yet my mind in screaming,
its screaming your name,
so that the apparent silence
and its supposed peace and calm,
is meaningless.

Why am I hearing your name?
now, at this very moment,
why does it bring me such joy,
to think of it, hear it and even pronounce it.
It forces me to smile,
tells my heart to dance
and causes my eyes to stare at apparent nothingness.

It must be love,
for I am constantly tempted
to imagine you with me.
It must be love,
because I am starting to dream
of you often.
It must be love,
and I must be crazy,
because I long to see you everyday.

I long to hug you,
to hold you in my arms,
to feel your breath on my shoulder,
to feel the warmness of your embrace,
to feel your heart beat close to mine.
I love you,
but love should be felt between 2 people,
not just 1 person,
So if you don't feel the same way,
then please forget me,
for I'd rather think that you don't exist,
then believe you do,
and know that I can't be with you...

Maybe this too is just a dream,
and your a part of it,
or maybe I'm not worthy of your love,
either way,
I'm glad to have been gifted some time with you,
and those times I shall cherish.

Dream

Oh how I want you,
to be close to you,
to hug and comfort you,
to kiss and embrace you,
to call you my love,
to sing to you,
to make you laugh,
but alas, what is it?
if not a dream.

To see you smile,
is to catch a glimpse of heaven,
to hear you laugh,
is to hear them sing.
If it were just a dream,
may I never wake,
for If I did,
it would be to hell that I awake,
for the torture,
of not being with you...
Is unbearable.

Introspection

Love those who Love you,
keep your emotions pure,
don't wait till its overdue,
and your Love will endure.

Now I can clearly see,
the way things are meant to be,
now I can understand,
God's master plan.

:( hehe

Maybe she will never love me,
and that I must accept,
though it maybe a tragedy,
I regret nothing I did, or said.

She will always have a place in my heart,
and one more in my mind,
God's greatest work of art,
whose beautiful character, is one of a kind!

So now that I'm depressed,
please God, put me to rest,
leave me forever more alone,
and turn this heart of mine, to stone.

I Love You.

Know this, that I love you, with every beat of my heart, every breath that enters my body, and every thought I can conjure. You are my angel, my shining light, the lighthouse when I am the lost ship. You are my friend, and the one whom I love too. Just the very sight of you, is enough to please me, a smile from you is worth 2 hours of conversation. I love you, I love you, I love you... I can't seem to be able to stop saying that, I love your smile, the way you look at me, I love your silly jokes, I love just walking with you. I love you, but its tragic that I can't have you.. And this love inside of me, is wasted on words, words that mean little. You are always in my thoughts, in my dreams, in my prayers, you're the first thing I think about in the morning, and the last thing I think about before I sleep. I love you, pure and simple, you make my heart skip beats that it actually feels like I can't breath, I love you.

Advice to Me

We all need to change,
and stop passing the blame ,
because at the end of the day,
we gotta respect what people have to say.
We all need to get along,
and be able to sing the same song,
at the same time,
not yours or mine,
but ours,
spend hours, trying to find,
what makes us all one of a kind.

We humans are blind,
because money corrupts our mind,
so that we aren't able to see,
what truly makes us free.
To be able to appreciate nature's beauty,
to love and be happy,
to laugh and spread cheer,
to show no fear,
in the face of danger,
to be brave,
and fight useless anger.

Open your eyes to see,
that the best things in life are free,
and there are things you have to share,
to make this ugly world fair.
Speak the truth and never lie,
remember to always ask why,
question things you do not know,
don't do a good deed for show.
Never give up, always try,
fight for good cause, until you die,
there is goodness in you,
this is true,
never promise something,
you will not do.

Love's Enough (feelings & thoughts)

Why is love never enough ? Somehow all people want is more, they don't know love's true value, its priceless. To love, to share with someone, all your dreams and aspirations, as they share their's with you, and to want nothing in return, just a smile. To love, to appreciate the existence of another human being, to the point, where yours would be insignificant without them. To love, to feel such warmth in the arms of another person, where that warmth gives you hope in the face of adversity. To love, to love unconditionally, regardless, of weight, financial status, beauty rating, race or religion, for its that person's soul that captures your heart. To love, to trust someone with your most prized possession, your heart, in the hope that they might care for it, nurture it, and love it, for you love their's and would treat theirs with the utmost tenderness. To love, to wake up every morning with a smile, and to end every night with an " I Love You." To love, to write your lover's name, a 100 times, and 100 more just because it gives you peace of mind to see their name. To love, to never ask more than love, to never demand. This is not a poem, but, its eating me up, so I had to write it down. Love is always enough !!

Im Sorry

I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your smile,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your giggles,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your jokes,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your voice,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your stubbornness,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your wild side,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your company,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with our friendship.
I maybe sorry for a lot more things,
but one thing is for sure,
I am not, and never will be sorry,
that I fell in love with you !

In love, I will take no more part.

I may not believe in love anymore,
now that this heart of mine, is sore,
all my dreams and hopes, you tore,
when you decided to walk out the door.

Why am I always the one ?
who has to see, the darker side of the sun,
what have I done to deserve this ?
even I need, a little piece of bliss.

In love, I will take no more part,
for all it does, is break my heart.
I am glad, that I know better,
for now I will never love, ever.

To Please You

To please you,
I tried,
and when I couldn't,
I cried,
and when I shouldn't,
I sighed,
but when I did,
I lied.

I still love you, I admit,
that I did try to quit,
but every time I'd sit,
I'd forget I did.
Was it your intention,
to capture my attention,
was it your strategy,
to leave me here in tragedy.

She left me here in this state,
left me, to my fate,
was it absurd,
that I believed every word.
Forget me, and forget this,
maybe I don't deserve bliss,
but God is my witness,
when I say,
that I'd love you forever,
and a day.

A Lover, And His Story.

Why now, my love?
do you say,
that my love is not enough,
when just the other day,
you said,
that there is no way,
our love is dead.

So now, answer me,
and hear my plea,
now that you've treated me,
with so much cruelty.
Your company, I enjoyed,
love, we did share,
my heart you've destroyed,
but why didn't you care ?

Am I to blame,
for you leaving,
or is it a shame,
to keep believing,
that love, isn't a game,
of two people deceiving,
but indeed, a special gift,
that two people are sharing.

Expression Of His Feelings.

Is there a place,
where, I can call you mine ?
you have God's grace,
and your beauty is divine.
Though you may not know,
who I am,
I hope one day, your heart will grow,
and learn to love me again.

People speak about love,
and how its never enough,
but for one day,
share that kind of moment, with me,
and never will I again say,
that I'm not happy.
For being with you,
is as sweet as the honey-dew.

When I close my eyes,
you are all that I see,
and no matter how hard heaven tries,
I can never forget thee.
So next time you see me,
don't even think to say,
that my love will only last,
for one week and a day.

The Wielder of Several Spears

My heart is broken to many a piece,
its fragments scattered by my tears,
can someone tell me where my heart is please?
its been stolen by the wielder of several spears,
I am lost and know not who to trust,
for everyone I see is a cunning stranger,
if you wish to talk to me oh please you must,
not put me in anymore danger,
the weilder of several spears is out to hurt me,
spite and viciousness its motivator,
the heart of the wielder knows no mercy,
and verily it is no procrastinator,
Oh you, hold back your sneers,
there is more to be said,
I used to love the wielder of several spears,
who now wishes me dead,
the stallion of the wielder is quick,
while my horse still needs to stand,
the heart of the wielder made of brick,
and mine poorly made of sand,
yes one day I will bounce back on my feet,
and forget the wielder of many spears,
now you enjoy this treat,
whilst I go and gather my tears.

Eden, My Maiden

Once a upon a time,
I saw the most beautiful girl,
who looked at me and smiled,
till the beating of my heart became wild,
then at one point, it skipped a beat,
for I realized,
this beautiful girl I wanted to meet.

She had the most beautiful, brown eyes,
that by God, I swear,
could light 7 Dark skies.
And she had the most amazing hair,
blond and curly,
I could not help but stare.

Her voice was sweet and entrancing,
my brain began dancing.
With care and tenderness,
she chose her words,
and with such fondness,
she spoke of birds.

And how could this be,
she admitted, she loved me,
Is this reality or fantasy,
for my body has never felt such ecstasy.

I knew not who she was,
so with her, I tired to discuss,
and when I brought it up,
she playfully told me to shut up.

My life became a dream,
we were like coffee and cream,
all was well,
so far as I can tell.

Then, one starry night,
as she held me tight,
she began to cry,
she couldn't bear to tell me, Goodbye.
For she had to go,
to where, I still don't know,
and that is the story of my maiden,
whom I lovingly call Eden.

I Left You. (Say Hello)

You aren't a stranger,
though it may seem so.
I know its out of anger,
that you don't say hello,
I never meant to leave,
when you really needed me,
but what was I supposed to do ?
when I couldn't keep you happy.

You're beautiful, kind and good,
so if I can't treat you right,
then someone better, should.
And though you may wonder why,
I decided to make you cry,
the day will come, when you'll know,
just why I had to go,
and then, when you see me again,
you'll finally say hello.

Ignore 'em

Forgive them, for they are fools,
being used by the devil, as tools,
so when they come to thee,
and conjure lies,
smile and be happy,
for witness how hard, the devil tries.

Ignore the smiles on their faces,
their fake warmth, and wicked embraces,
for they try hard to make you despair,
but thou should not, in the least, care.
For though, they try hard to hurt you,
thy heart should remain pure and true.

Show them kindness, show them virtue,
they will regret, what they did to you,
for thou art indeed better than them,
in honor, respect and wisdom.
In yourself, you must take pride,
for in the end, they shall beg, to be by your side.

If they come to thee for aid,
or seek protection, in your shade,
don't turn them away,
forget not, that you are better than they.
Instead, give them a smile and a warm embrace,
remind them of their disgrace.

Stars Are Dying

The stars are constantly dying,
what's the point in trying ?
when you can't even see,
how much you mean to me !

I guess I should go,
I wish, I never loved you so,
my heart you chose to break,
I can't forgive you, for that mistake.

But wait, please tell me why,
did you have to lie,
did you really have to say,
forever, and a day ?

You claimed to have cared,
though no cruelty was spared,
and now, you leave me here crying,
at the stars, that are constantly dying.

Now, every time I see your face,
I curse the stars and space,
and the world for its disgrace,
for doing this to me,
when I truly believed in love, and destiny.

They say, when two lover's are together,
happily they'll live forever,
believe in that I will never,
for love is just one season, of good weather !

Angel

Is she an angel ?
for how can she be so wonderful,
with those eye's so amazing,
I am left lost and gazing.

I know not who she is,
but I have never felt like this,
longing for her lips to kiss,
for succeeding, will bring utter bliss.

She sings to me,
with the most beautiful melody,
that by God I swear, is heavenly,
it leaves me lovesick, happy.

It is her smile,
that makes this life worthwhile,
and it is her touch,
that I long for so much.

She speaks with such care and ease,
for her purpose is not to please,
fondly she speaks of trees,
and all the inhabitants of the seas.

She knows not what she has done,
for she has shot me with cupids gun,
now I am helplessly in love,
with the angel from above.

Her Lovely Self

Is not she extraordinary,
I can stare at her for the rest of my life,
unrivaled is her beauty,
hypnotic is her smile.

I wonder if she notices me,
I really hope she does,
I care for her deeply,
even though, I don't really like horses.

I really want to be with her,
and make all her dreams possible,
I really want to love her,
and give her all the love, of which I am capable.

I really want to talk with her,
and just know what she likes,
I really want to sit with her,
and feel what heaven feels like.

If your answer is no,
here is what I have to say,
at least let her look at me,
so that I can live for another day !

Forgotten

She has forgotten all those times, we spent together,
she has forgotten all those times, we said forever,
has she forgotten all those times, that I told her I lover her ?
has she forgotten those times, that she told me, she loved me ?
did she forget that time, when I sang to her ?
did she forget those times, when I cried for her ?
did she forget that time, I fought for her ?

She has forgotten all,
but even though she has left me, in misery,
I hope for but one thing,
I hope she hasn't forgotten me !

Your Love I Want.

And what more must I say,
what more must I do ?
so that these feelings, that I portray,
can be shared by you too.

So I open to you my heart,
in hope that you might see,
that I loved you from the start,
and with you, is where I want to be.

maybe there's no such thing,
as love so true,
but it is your name I love to sing,
for there is no love without you.

I look at the sky,
and I think of you,
you ask me why,
I got nothing better to do ?

But it is the skies,
that remind me of your eyes,
and it was in the moonlight,
that I last saw your sight.

I love thee,
in mind, body and soul,
for I do not love, if not completely.
and my one true goal,
is to try and make you love me.