Sunday, May 25, 2008

In love, I will take no more part.

I may not believe in love anymore,
now that this heart of mine, is sore,
all my dreams and hopes, you tore,
when you decided to walk out the door.

Why am I always the one ?
who has to see, the darker side of the sun,
what have I done to deserve this ?
even I need, a little piece of bliss.

In love, I will take no more part,
for all it does, is break my heart.
I am glad, that I know better,
for now I will never love, ever.

Friday, May 23, 2008

To Please You

To please you,
I tried,
and when I couldn't,
I cried,
and when I shouldn't,
I sighed,
but when I did,
I lied.

I still love you, I admit,
that I did try to quit,
but every time I'd sit,
I'd forget I did.
Was it your intention,
to capture my attention,
was it your strategy,
to leave me here in tragedy.

She left me here in this state,
left me, to my fate,
was it absurd,
that I believed every word.
Forget me, and forget this,
maybe I don't deserve bliss,
but God is my witness,
when I say,
that I'd love you forever,
and a day.

A Lover, And His Story.

Why now, my love?
do you say,
that my love is not enough,
when just the other day,
you said,
that there is no way,
our love is dead.

So now, answer me,
and hear my plea,
now that you've treated me,
with so much cruelty.
Your company, I enjoyed,
love, we did share,
my heart you've destroyed,
but why didn't you care ?

Am I to blame,
for you leaving,
or is it a shame,
to keep believing,
that love, isn't a game,
of two people deceiving,
but indeed, a special gift,
that two people are sharing.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Expression Of His Feelings.

Is there a place,
where, I can call you mine ?
you have God's grace,
and your beauty is divine.
Though you may not know,
who I am,
I hope one day, your heart will grow,
and learn to love me again.

People speak about love,
and how its never enough,
but for one day,
share that kind of moment, with me,
and never will I again say,
that I'm not happy.
For being with you,
is as sweet as the honey-dew.

When I close my eyes,
you are all that I see,
and no matter how hard heaven tries,
I can never forget thee.
So next time you see me,
don't even think to say,
that my love will only last,
for one week and a day.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

The Wielder of Several Spears

My heart is broken to many a piece,
its fragments scattered by my tears,
can someone tell me where my heart is please?
its been stolen by the wielder of several spears,
I am lost and know not who to trust,
for everyone I see is a cunning stranger,
if you wish to talk to me oh please you must,
not put me in anymore danger,
the weilder of several spears is out to hurt me,
spite and viciousness its motivator,
the heart of the wielder knows no mercy,
and verily it is no procrastinator,
Oh you, hold back your sneers,
there is more to be said,
I used to love the wielder of several spears,
who now wishes me dead,
the stallion of the wielder is quick,
while my horse still needs to stand,
the heart of the wielder made of brick,
and mine poorly made of sand,
yes one day I will bounce back on my feet,
and forget the wielder of many spears,
now you enjoy this treat,
whilst I go and gather my tears.

Eden, My Maiden

Once a upon a time,
I saw the most beautiful girl,
who looked at me and smiled,
till the beating of my heart became wild,
then at one point, it skipped a beat,
for I realized,
this beautiful girl I wanted to meet.

She had the most beautiful, brown eyes,
that by God, I swear,
could light 7 Dark skies.
And she had the most amazing hair,
blond and curly,
I could not help but stare.

Her voice was sweet and entrancing,
my brain began dancing.
With care and tenderness,
she chose her words,
and with such fondness,
she spoke of birds.

And how could this be,
she admitted, she loved me,
Is this reality or fantasy,
for my body has never felt such ecstasy.

I knew not who she was,
so with her, I tired to discuss,
and when I brought it up,
she playfully told me to shut up.

My life became a dream,
we were like coffee and cream,
all was well,
so far as I can tell.

Then, one starry night,
as she held me tight,
she began to cry,
she couldn't bear to tell me, Goodbye.
For she had to go,
to where, I still don't know,
and that is the story of my maiden,
whom I lovingly call Eden.

I Left You. (Say Hello)

You aren't a stranger,
though it may seem so.
I know its out of anger,
that you don't say hello,
I never meant to leave,
when you really needed me,
but what was I supposed to do ?
when I couldn't keep you happy.

You're beautiful, kind and good,
so if I can't treat you right,
then someone better, should.
And though you may wonder why,
I decided to make you cry,
the day will come, when you'll know,
just why I had to go,
and then, when you see me again,
you'll finally say hello.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Ignore 'em

Forgive them, for they are fools,
being used by the devil, as tools,
so when they come to thee,
and conjure lies,
smile and be happy,
for witness how hard, the devil tries.

Ignore the smiles on their faces,
their fake warmth, and wicked embraces,
for they try hard to make you despair,
but thou should not, in the least, care.
For though, they try hard to hurt you,
thy heart should remain pure and true.

Show them kindness, show them virtue,
they will regret, what they did to you,
for thou art indeed better than them,
in honor, respect and wisdom.
In yourself, you must take pride,
for in the end, they shall beg, to be by your side.

If they come to thee for aid,
or seek protection, in your shade,
don't turn them away,
forget not, that you are better than they.
Instead, give them a smile and a warm embrace,
remind them of their disgrace.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Stars Are Dying

The stars are constantly dying,
what's the point in trying ?
when you can't even see,
how much you mean to me !

I guess I should go,
I wish, I never loved you so,
my heart you chose to break,
I can't forgive you, for that mistake.

But wait, please tell me why,
did you have to lie,
did you really have to say,
forever, and a day ?

You claimed to have cared,
though no cruelty was spared,
and now, you leave me here crying,
at the stars, that are constantly dying.

Now, every time I see your face,
I curse the stars and space,
and the world for its disgrace,
for doing this to me,
when I truly believed in love, and destiny.

They say, when two lover's are together,
happily they'll live forever,
believe in that I will never,
for love is just one season, of good weather !

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Angel

Is she an angel ?
for how can she be so wonderful,
with those eye's so amazing,
I am left lost and gazing.

I know not who she is,
but I have never felt like this,
longing for her lips to kiss,
for succeeding, will bring utter bliss.

She sings to me,
with the most beautiful melody,
that by God I swear, is heavenly,
it leaves me lovesick, happy.

It is her smile,
that makes this life worthwhile,
and it is her touch,
that I long for so much.

She speaks with such care and ease,
for her purpose is not to please,
fondly she speaks of trees,
and all the inhabitants of the seas.

She knows not what she has done,
for she has shot me with cupids gun,
now I am helplessly in love,
with the angel from above.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Her Lovely Self

Is not she extraordinary,
I can stare at her for the rest of my life,
unrivaled is her beauty,
hypnotic is her smile.

I wonder if she notices me,
I really hope she does,
I care for her deeply,
even though, I don't really like horses.

I really want to be with her,
and make all her dreams possible,
I really want to love her,
and give her all the love, of which I am capable.

I really want to talk with her,
and just know what she likes,
I really want to sit with her,
and feel what heaven feels like.

If your answer is no,
here is what I have to say,
at least let her look at me,
so that I can live for another day !

Forgotten

She has forgotten all those times, we spent together,
she has forgotten all those times, we said forever,
has she forgotten all those times, that I told her I lover her ?
has she forgotten those times, that she told me, she loved me ?
did she forget that time, when I sang to her ?
did she forget those times, when I cried for her ?
did she forget that time, I fought for her ?

She has forgotten all,
but even though she has left me, in misery,
I hope for but one thing,
I hope she hasn't forgotten me !


Your Love I Want.

And what more must I say,
what more must I do ?
so that these feelings, that I portray,
can be shared by you too.

So I open to you my heart,
in hope that you might see,
that I loved you from the start,
and with you, is where I want to be.

maybe there's no such thing,
as love so true,
but it is your name I love to sing,
for there is no love without you.

I look at the sky,
and I think of you,
you ask me why,
I got nothing better to do ?

But it is the skies,
that remind me of your eyes,
and it was in the moonlight,
that I last saw your sight.

I love thee,
in mind, body and soul,
for I do not love, if not completely.
and my one true goal,
is to try and make you love me.