Good Bye

Its not fair,
that I should love you with all my heart,
while you don't even care.
When did my feelings start?
and when will it end?
so that this pain you give me,
I can begin to defend.
Why do you have to lie
about feelings that aren't there,
do you like to see me cry?
why can't you care?

I'm tired of loving you,
someone who doesn't love me,
I guess the only thing left to do
is look for better company.
I leave you with a hug and a good-bye,
this is the last time I'm ever going to cry
for you.

Coincidence with Meaning Pt 3

You can't hurt me,
if you mean nothing to me.
So go back from whence you came,
and take all your lies with you,
for I am done with them.

Your words are as beautiful as an angel's,
yet as venomous as a rattle snake,
I should have known what I was up against,
when I put my heart at stake.
You live and learn.

Try not to bother,
to deceive me any longer,
I have grown tired of your voice,
which I find an ugly noise.
You move on.

I am not lost with you,
because I am not missing,
you don't need me too,
with all those men you've been kissing.
You acknowledge the truth.

I wish you were honest,
I wish you were special,
but as it turns out,
you really are the devil.
You see reality.

Now you regret
and just want to forget,
all the times you spent,
in all the places you went.
You leave a piece of you.

You want to be in peace,
so you beg the Lord "Please,
take me with ease,"
in hope that your suffering will cease.
You hurt deeply.

I saw an angel with a broken wing,
that asked a beautiful bird to sing.
What amazing joy it brought,
that all pain, the angel forgot.
You're Broken.

I Seek A Woman

Where do I go from here?
with this heart filled with love,
people are out to get it I fear
so I must quickly move.
Who can I trust?
to accompany me on this journey,
curse these woman with lust
who have forgotten how to love unconditionally.
I seek a woman whose joy is to smile,
I seek a woman whose heart is pure,
I seek a woman whose company is worthwhile,
I seek a woman whose love will endure.
I seek a woman whose cause is just,
I seek a woman who can be my friend,
I seek a woman whom I can trust
but most of all
I seek a woman whom I can love till the end.

:( hehe

Maybe she will never love me,
and that I must accept,
though it maybe a tragedy,
I regret nothing I did, or said.

She will always have a place in my heart,
and one more in my mind,
God's greatest work of art,
whose beautiful character, is one of a kind!

So now that I'm depressed,
please God, put me to rest,
leave me forever more alone,
and turn this heart of mine, to stone.

Im Sorry

I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your smile,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your giggles,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your jokes,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your voice,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your stubbornness,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your wild side,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your company,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with our friendship.
I maybe sorry for a lot more things,
but one thing is for sure,
I am not, and never will be sorry,
that I fell in love with you !

In love, I will take no more part.

I may not believe in love anymore,
now that this heart of mine, is sore,
all my dreams and hopes, you tore,
when you decided to walk out the door.

Why am I always the one ?
who has to see, the darker side of the sun,
what have I done to deserve this ?
even I need, a little piece of bliss.

In love, I will take no more part,
for all it does, is break my heart.
I am glad, that I know better,
for now I will never love, ever.

To Please You

To please you,
I tried,
and when I couldn't,
I cried,
and when I shouldn't,
I sighed,
but when I did,
I lied.

I still love you, I admit,
that I did try to quit,
but every time I'd sit,
I'd forget I did.
Was it your intention,
to capture my attention,
was it your strategy,
to leave me here in tragedy.

She left me here in this state,
left me, to my fate,
was it absurd,
that I believed every word.
Forget me, and forget this,
maybe I don't deserve bliss,
but God is my witness,
when I say,
that I'd love you forever,
and a day.

A Lover, And His Story.

Why now, my love?
do you say,
that my love is not enough,
when just the other day,
you said,
that there is no way,
our love is dead.

So now, answer me,
and hear my plea,
now that you've treated me,
with so much cruelty.
Your company, I enjoyed,
love, we did share,
my heart you've destroyed,
but why didn't you care ?

Am I to blame,
for you leaving,
or is it a shame,
to keep believing,
that love, isn't a game,
of two people deceiving,
but indeed, a special gift,
that two people are sharing.

Expression Of His Feelings.

Is there a place,
where, I can call you mine ?
you have God's grace,
and your beauty is divine.
Though you may not know,
who I am,
I hope one day, your heart will grow,
and learn to love me again.

People speak about love,
and how its never enough,
but for one day,
share that kind of moment, with me,
and never will I again say,
that I'm not happy.
For being with you,
is as sweet as the honey-dew.

When I close my eyes,
you are all that I see,
and no matter how hard heaven tries,
I can never forget thee.
So next time you see me,
don't even think to say,
that my love will only last,
for one week and a day.

The Wielder of Several Spears

My heart is broken to many a piece,
its fragments scattered by my tears,
can someone tell me where my heart is please?
its been stolen by the wielder of several spears,
I am lost and know not who to trust,
for everyone I see is a cunning stranger,
if you wish to talk to me oh please you must,
not put me in anymore danger,
the weilder of several spears is out to hurt me,
spite and viciousness its motivator,
the heart of the wielder knows no mercy,
and verily it is no procrastinator,
Oh you, hold back your sneers,
there is more to be said,
I used to love the wielder of several spears,
who now wishes me dead,
the stallion of the wielder is quick,
while my horse still needs to stand,
the heart of the wielder made of brick,
and mine poorly made of sand,
yes one day I will bounce back on my feet,
and forget the wielder of many spears,
now you enjoy this treat,
whilst I go and gather my tears.

Eden, My Maiden

Once a upon a time,
I saw the most beautiful girl,
who looked at me and smiled,
till the beating of my heart became wild,
then at one point, it skipped a beat,
for I realized,
this beautiful girl I wanted to meet.

She had the most beautiful, brown eyes,
that by God, I swear,
could light 7 Dark skies.
And she had the most amazing hair,
blond and curly,
I could not help but stare.

Her voice was sweet and entrancing,
my brain began dancing.
With care and tenderness,
she chose her words,
and with such fondness,
she spoke of birds.

And how could this be,
she admitted, she loved me,
Is this reality or fantasy,
for my body has never felt such ecstasy.

I knew not who she was,
so with her, I tired to discuss,
and when I brought it up,
she playfully told me to shut up.

My life became a dream,
we were like coffee and cream,
all was well,
so far as I can tell.

Then, one starry night,
as she held me tight,
she began to cry,
she couldn't bear to tell me, Goodbye.
For she had to go,
to where, I still don't know,
and that is the story of my maiden,
whom I lovingly call Eden.

I Left You. (Say Hello)

You aren't a stranger,
though it may seem so.
I know its out of anger,
that you don't say hello,
I never meant to leave,
when you really needed me,
but what was I supposed to do ?
when I couldn't keep you happy.

You're beautiful, kind and good,
so if I can't treat you right,
then someone better, should.
And though you may wonder why,
I decided to make you cry,
the day will come, when you'll know,
just why I had to go,
and then, when you see me again,
you'll finally say hello.

Stars Are Dying

The stars are constantly dying,
what's the point in trying ?
when you can't even see,
how much you mean to me !

I guess I should go,
I wish, I never loved you so,
my heart you chose to break,
I can't forgive you, for that mistake.

But wait, please tell me why,
did you have to lie,
did you really have to say,
forever, and a day ?

You claimed to have cared,
though no cruelty was spared,
and now, you leave me here crying,
at the stars, that are constantly dying.

Now, every time I see your face,
I curse the stars and space,
and the world for its disgrace,
for doing this to me,
when I truly believed in love, and destiny.

They say, when two lover's are together,
happily they'll live forever,
believe in that I will never,
for love is just one season, of good weather !

Forgotten

She has forgotten all those times, we spent together,
she has forgotten all those times, we said forever,
has she forgotten all those times, that I told her I lover her ?
has she forgotten those times, that she told me, she loved me ?
did she forget that time, when I sang to her ?
did she forget those times, when I cried for her ?
did she forget that time, I fought for her ?

She has forgotten all,
but even though she has left me, in misery,
I hope for but one thing,
I hope she hasn't forgotten me !