For Saskia

Troubled by the memories,
of a passionate lover,
whose love for me was genuine,
yet I find myself in tears.

I saw her standing at a distance,
captured I was by her alluring beauty,
that I found,
she was in every thought I had.

Driven to speak to her,
by forces that are incomprehensible,
and against my mind's logic,
I found her in front of me.

Plenty of smiles and laughter,
as well as tears and pain,
I did not appreciate her,
now I will never see her again.

distant cries of pain,
screaming and pleading,
like someone insane,
I knew where I was heading.

is beauty worth the price,
is passion worth the depression,
is love worth the lies,
if so,
love I despise.

Love's Enough (feelings & thoughts)

Why is love never enough ? Somehow all people want is more, they don't know love's true value, its priceless. To love, to share with someone, all your dreams and aspirations, as they share their's with you, and to want nothing in return, just a smile. To love, to appreciate the existence of another human being, to the point, where yours would be insignificant without them. To love, to feel such warmth in the arms of another person, where that warmth gives you hope in the face of adversity. To love, to love unconditionally, regardless, of weight, financial status, beauty rating, race or religion, for its that person's soul that captures your heart. To love, to trust someone with your most prized possession, your heart, in the hope that they might care for it, nurture it, and love it, for you love their's and would treat theirs with the utmost tenderness. To love, to wake up every morning with a smile, and to end every night with an " I Love You." To love, to write your lover's name, a 100 times, and 100 more just because it gives you peace of mind to see their name. To love, to never ask more than love, to never demand. This is not a poem, but, its eating me up, so I had to write it down. Love is always enough !!

Im Sorry

I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your smile,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your giggles,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your jokes,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your voice,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your stubbornness,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your wild side,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with your company,
I am sorry,
that I fell in love with our friendship.
I maybe sorry for a lot more things,
but one thing is for sure,
I am not, and never will be sorry,
that I fell in love with you !

In love, I will take no more part.

I may not believe in love anymore,
now that this heart of mine, is sore,
all my dreams and hopes, you tore,
when you decided to walk out the door.

Why am I always the one ?
who has to see, the darker side of the sun,
what have I done to deserve this ?
even I need, a little piece of bliss.

In love, I will take no more part,
for all it does, is break my heart.
I am glad, that I know better,
for now I will never love, ever.

A Lover, And His Story.

Why now, my love?
do you say,
that my love is not enough,
when just the other day,
you said,
that there is no way,
our love is dead.

So now, answer me,
and hear my plea,
now that you've treated me,
with so much cruelty.
Your company, I enjoyed,
love, we did share,
my heart you've destroyed,
but why didn't you care ?

Am I to blame,
for you leaving,
or is it a shame,
to keep believing,
that love, isn't a game,
of two people deceiving,
but indeed, a special gift,
that two people are sharing.

I Left You. (Say Hello)

You aren't a stranger,
though it may seem so.
I know its out of anger,
that you don't say hello,
I never meant to leave,
when you really needed me,
but what was I supposed to do ?
when I couldn't keep you happy.

You're beautiful, kind and good,
so if I can't treat you right,
then someone better, should.
And though you may wonder why,
I decided to make you cry,
the day will come, when you'll know,
just why I had to go,
and then, when you see me again,
you'll finally say hello.